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April 16th, 2006
01:12 pm - Slice Last night was boring. We bought Rum and didn't even get drunk.
That was my night.
My day was stoned and annoyed. I smoked about a twamp-5 all together, walked around town, came home, went to Santa Rosa for my cousin's birthday party, came home, then left. Pretty fucking lame if you ask me.
Today, I will do nothing. I fucking hate Sundays with no weed. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Over My Head--Clit 45
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April 13th, 2006
08:33 am Wake and bake=sex
I'm home from school today, and my mom comes home from work at 12:30, so Amy is coming over in a couple minuets.
Chrissy did good yesterday! She usually never puts in for bomb. Yesterday she did. She stole a bowl from her dad's girlfriend along with her bubbler, then Alison had a bowl, and I had a hooked up dime from the day before. Fucking awesome.
All I ever write about in here is drugs.
Spring break starts tomorrow. I got no fucking idea what I'm doing next week. Fucking, I'll probably hang out with Corey and Alison? Hopefully Jimmy will call, I lost his number and I want someone to tweak with. Good shit, right? I'm fucking ready for summer. I got a month off when I was expelled from school in January, this is also the longest I've ever gone to school, so I need some time to myself.
I'm going to put my make up on now. Current Mood: Stoned Current Music: Nowhere To Go--Varukers
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April 9th, 2006
02:18 pm - Shove It Up Your Ass I'm not stoned. I have been for the past three weeks, but not right now. Fucking idiot. I took a fucking shower, that doesn't mean I'm high. That means I fucking wanted to take a shower. I don't know. If that's how my mom is going to deal with my "drug use" then I'm just going to tweak/drink. She can't tell that my pupils are dilated if I have contacts in my eyes.
It isn't my problem is she never wants to talk about why I use. She can play the victim game all she fucking wants. It's her only strategy, anyway.
EDIT: Skinhead Johnny and I are going to hang out in about an hour. Fuck him. He better cheer me up. Current Mood: angry Current Music: Used To Have A Life--Clit 45
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April 8th, 2006
08:54 pm Got a new layout.
Check it. Current Music: Fight Back--Clit 45
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April 4th, 2006
08:11 pm - Slip I am glad fuck_the_doors made it to Bakersfield and back okay... dude, I love you, but that's lame. don't smoke and drive, retards.
No smoky today. Just resen.
Fuck I'm not wanting to be on the internet right now. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Mama yelling
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April 2nd, 2006
10:22 pm - 2 And Haf What I really wanted to update on:
I fucked around with a taken guy.
Skinhead Johnny and I were hanging out at his house right after we hotboxed his truck. I really don't know why we started talking about tattoos, but we did, so he took his shirt off to show me the ones on his back/chest/stomach. Pretty skanky how it came about, actually. I mean he could be considered a slut, that is if anybody said dick about it. Anywho, marijuana in of itself is an aphrodisiac, that's not what I'm blaming it on, though. I'm blaming it on the fact that we are two people who were heavily intoxicated, highly attracted to each other, and are prone to do stupid things. It doesn't matter who started kissing who, because no matter how you look at it we both were kissing one another. And boy was it good. Yes, I did just completely disrespect Johnny's girlfriend. I've never met her. I'm sure she's a nice girl. The fact of the matter is that we boned and I liked it... a lot. Here I am thinking I'm a fucking lesbian, and suddenly Mr. White Trash 2006 comes along, and I'm thinking cock ain't so bad. I ain't going to psychoanalyze this shit right now. I'll do that when I get that asshole out of my fucking head. He's calling right now, though.
I guess I'll answer the phone now. After 4 rings. 5. 6. 7. Current Mood: blah Current Music: England Belongs To Me--Cock Sparrer
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06:51 pm - Bloop Has anybody else seen those commericals for TLC, where they advertise some sort of figurene for why we're fucking the world, our children, etc. - up. I saw a few when I was stoned last Thursday, I thought I was seeing shit, but then I saw one this morning and realized I wasn't tripping. Totally weird. Current Mood: Fucked Current Music: T.V.--60 Minuets
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April 1st, 2006
08:51 pm I'm just going to smoke weed and drink from now on. Don't know why, but that's my choice.
 you are Warzone - straight from the Lower East Side (RIP Raybeez)
What NYHC band are you?? brought to you by Quizilla
Who cares if they brough "Patriotism" into NYHC, they're still awesome. Current Mood: Stoned Current Music: Skinhead Youth--Warzone
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March 31st, 2006
02:47 pm Fucking shit. I smoked the shittiest tasting weed yesterday. I was giggly high too, it was very weird. Then I smoked some Purple. That tasted much better!
Why are there stupid people who use drugs? I mean, it's fine if the only thing you've ever done is smoke weed, but don't act like your G-d just because you fucking chugged a bottle cough syrup. DXM is such a debilitating high that I don't get why people enjoy it so much anyway. I love opiates, and not that I'm comparing opiates to DXM, but whatever: shit like heroin is (obviously) not the adventurous person's drug of choice, but euphoria, anyone? And if you're going to do it, at least take it pure. I'm so sick of hearing about how many gel capsols someone took before school. Fuck that and fuck you. You want a good fucking trip? I got a medicine cabinet full.
That asshole never replied back. If you can't stand up to me, there's a problem. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: rain
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March 29th, 2006
07:28 pm - Jackoff So in a half an hour I will be calling... why don't we call him What's His Name? Yeah, I'll be calling What's His Name. I'll be angry, belligerent, angsty. You know, me at my best. How do you reason with someone with TWO personality disorders, though? I mean, Narcissism alone is difficult to deal with, adding on Borderline just makes shit ridiculous. I really don't know. Why can't I just have "normal" guy problems. I'm 15 for fuck's sake. Just being a jerk would have been good enough. Current Location: Living room Current Music: M.A.C.H.I.N.E.--Stimulators
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